This article was co-authored by Ira Israel. Ira Israel is a Licensed Counselor and Psychotherapist who has been in private practice for over 14 years. He specializes in teaching others about happiness and authenticity. Ira teaches sold-out Happiness and Authenticity workshops at Esalen Institute and Kripalu Center and has written over 400 articles on psychology, philosophy, Buddhism, yoga, film, art, music & literature for The Huffington Post, Good Men Project, Mind Body Green, Thrive Global, and Medium. Ira is also the author of How to Survive Your Childhood Now That You’re an Adult: A Path to Authenticity and Awakening. He attended The University of Pennsylvania and has graduate degrees in Psychology, Philosophy, and Religious Studies.
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In an ideal world, everyone would be free to be themselves at all times. However, because society frequently unfairly judges LGBTQ folks, you may feel compelled to pretend to be straight in order to be safe or accepted in your community. If your family or community don't accept LGBTQ identities, presenting as straight may be safer. This article will demonstrate how to do so.
Steps
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Ask yourself why you feel the need to pretend to be straight. Understanding your reasons is important, so you can sort out your feelings and also recognize when things change. You might pretend to be straight for one (or many) of the following reasons:
- Your family is homophobic
- You could be kicked out of your home if you're LGBTQ
- Religious confusion
- Internalized homophobia
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Tell yourself that you have a new hidden identity for now. Your straight identity is only a cover for you; it's not a better version of you. Your goal is to pass for straight. Your mission will eventually come to an end.
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Hang up pictures of 'opposite' gender people. Teens frequently decorate their walls and lockers with images of people they find attractive, so use images of traditionally 'opposite' gender people and celebrities to enhance your cover.
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Make up a crush on someone who is unattainable (optional). Direct your fake straight attraction toward a 'hot' celebrity. This is a low-risk method, as many teenagers (regardless of sexual orientation) have crushes on musical artists or actors.
- If you fake a celebrity crush, you can go to extra mile to convince people you're straight and say things like, "his blue eyes make me swoon" or "I love her confidence and poise."
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Present 'according' to your gender if it would be risky not to do so. Adjust your appearance as part of your cover. Adhering to gender roles will help when you're undercover. Consider it like a costume. Draw the line on anything itchy or uncomfortable, because that's just no fun. If you're a expected to dress in a feminine way, try wearing dresses, shorts, skirts, jewelry, or feminine colors. If you're expected to dress in a masculine manner, wear jeans, t-shirts, and masculine colors.Ash Hardell, Gender Identity Expert
Accepting yourself in a world of expectations — that's hard for many gay guys. Feeling that pressure to fit the straight mold, it's like wearing a heavy cloak over the real you. But pretending is painful — your identity gets lost. Embracing who you truly are takes courage, but it's a huge step toward inner peace. Fulfillment doesn't come from conforming. It comes from honoring your truth and living it. That's the path to happiness.
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Be wary of groups that may coerce, bully, or otherwise abuse you into playing it straight. Instead, find friends and people you can truly trust with your identity. A truly supportive friend group offers unconditional support and love. If they're "supporting" you but only if you pretend you're straight, that's not true support and may be toxic.
- A truly supportive community doesn't offer conditional support. If they're "supporting" you but only if you choose to act like you aren't gay, that isn't true support and it may be toxic.
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Keep an eye on your mental health and take care of yourself. Staying closeted involves increased mental health risks,so you need to take extra good care of yourself. Exercise daily, eat healthy foods, and get plenty of sleep at night. [1] [2]
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Find a place where you can be completely yourself. Find a place where you can simply be yourself without fear of being discovered or mistreated. This can be at a friend's house, grandparent's home, or your even your bedroom. [3]
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Consider whether the loneliness of pretending to be interested in a "straight" activity you despise is worth it. LGBTQ men may feel pressure to enjoy sports, and queer women might feel pressure to enjoy fashion and makeup, but it's okay to enjoy or not enjoy those things, regardless of gender.
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Confide in people you can trust. Perhaps you can talk to a friend or family member, or maybe you can go to an online community for LGBTQ youth. This can be a source of unconditional love and support.
Community Q&A
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QuestionI don't want to be lesbian and non-binary anymore, I get bullied because of my identity. Any tips on how to become straight and heterosexual?Community AnswerIf being bullied is the only reason you want to change, it may not work. You can't force yourself to be what you're not, especially if your identity is already well known. Communicate with someone you trust and who supports you.
Tips
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Remember that no sexuality is superior or inferior to another.Thanks
Warnings
- Hating and hiding who you are may increase your risk of suicide.Thanks
- If you are suicidal, in crisis, or just having a hard time, you can reach out to the Trevor Project to speak to a trained counselor for free.Thanks
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